& Monday, July 17, 2006

I want to cry.

I want to just sink into the darkness.

I just want to be left alone.

You could say i'm a little sad.

You could say i'm a little lonely.

You could say i'm a little of a Cry - Baby.

But maybe i'm just sad.

Maybe i'm just lonely.

Maybe i'm just afraid.

Afraid of the dark.

Afraid of the deep.

Afraid of what you'll say.

And what can i do about it?

I couldn't convince you.

I couldn't stay with you.

I couldn't get you to love me.

So should i just give up?

Should i just hide in a dark corner?

Should i just go somewhere where you can never find me?

Who am i?

Who should i be?

Where should i go?

What should i do?

Just to question people's dreams......

Believe.

Believe.

And you will see.

Believe me, and you will see how much i love you.

How much i treasure you.

How much that i take you for granted.

And never thank God.

For giving me this wonderful gift.

That brought light to my life.

That breathe life into my dreams.

That just loves me without wanting anything back.

Until now.

I.......

I.......

I.......

I.......Wanna be someone like that in somebody else's life.

I want to share her dreams.

I want to cuddle her and tell her never to give up when she cries.

I want to hold her in my arms and just listen to her gentle breath.

I just want to be there, under the same starry night with her.

Looking at the stars.

Searching for our dreams.

Living our seperate lives.

Apart.

Again.

Feels so sad.

I don't know why i wanted to write this.

Maybe it's the sense of longing.

Maybe it's the days of crying and having to hide it all.

Maybe it's just cause i'm thinking bout you.

Just this.

If you're out there.

Somewhere.

At some corner of this Green Earth.

I will find you.

And we will live happily ever after.

I hope.

And that'll be our fairy tale.

( 7/17/2006 09:54:00 PM )

& Dream

lazy days
lonely nights
looking for a lonely star
who'd keep me company

looking at the widespread sky
being me a lonely soul
gazing at the moon so bright
making wishes upon a star

a blow of breeze
to animate
the freezing scene

so the strings of white gold ribbons
seem to tease the lonely moon
because it is standing still
and they are free to move

"twinkle twinkle little star . . . "
I used to sing when I was young
now I've grown but still today
" . . . how I wonder what you are"

lying down upon the meadows
dream of flying up so high
reach the stars, sit on the moon
dancing ballet with the clouds

& about

14
RI noobies
3P
13/04/92
Boy
Cool glasses
CCA: Judo
178cm
71kg

& links

Links

*Yifan
*Yidan
*Sumo
*Soggy
*Jasmine
*Eening
*Zheng Yi
*Yan Yan
*Jaslin
*Wayne
*Fu Ying
*Max
*Emma
*Chun Yin
*Wei Xiang ( Not Fan Club )
*Zhong Ren
*Jing Wen
*Sarah ( Who's That? )
*Iz
*Air
*Ahmed
*Chinkie

& Loves

Badminton
Judo
Bowling
Pacing
Reading
Chatting
Laughing

& Hates

This is blank so nobody can hate me or anything

& Wishes

Grow taller ( Aim for 180!! )
Grow slimer ( Aim for 65? )
Germany winning the ( Next )World Cup
GPA ( Nah no aim : p )
Manage Sec 3 without screwing up

& Pet

& Past

June 2006; July 2006; August 2006; September 2006; December 2006; February 2007; April 2007; May 2007;

& creds

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Yidan For Helping With The HTML Scripts
Coffecup For Confusing Me With The HTML Scipts
http://hanatosake.blogspot.com/ For Providing The Various Inspiration And The Poem
All Of You

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